Thor Rutgersson: Musik

Private Sphere

(Rutgersson)

Every night he goes out to a different place where he knows no faces
So he “don’t” have to explain his ways

Sits down at a table with a couple of beers they’re his saviour
‘Cause they wash away all of his fears

But then the rush is gone so he gets up and leaves
The ghetto of strangers and broken dreams

Comes home to his apartment
And within the closing of the door

He’s back in his private sphere
Trapped in his private sphere

Looking for some action something that triggers a reaction
But the booze just “don’t” work no more

And drugs are too expensive, illegal and incomprehensive
He’s tried it once but he won’t try it again

Masturbation is his only relief
But making love is no fun alone

Staring at the ceiling too tired to sleep
Tomorrow he’s gonna change his life and

Step out…

So he calls up his friends and “says” he’s leaving but they all know he’s just believin’
That everything will change once he’s old

He does his best to look different, enlightened and renewed
But they’ve all seen this act of his before

Can’t get no love can’t get a job
Didn’t win the lottery was refused a loan

Now he roams the empty streets
And stumbles upon an empty bar

He’s back…

Trying so hard to break the bubble
The bubble, he’s trapped inside
“Aint” no life without love he says
But I can’t get no love if I can’t offer a life

He’s back…